VENT'N SESSION...

FEELIN SOME TYPE OF WAY RIGHT NOW, THIS IS ABOUT 2 B DUMB LONG...

...MY LIFE IS IN A GREAT PLACE, I'M PRETTY MUCH ONE FOOT OUT OF SCHOOL, I'M LOVING EVERYBODY I'M SURROUNDING MY SELF WITH AND THEY'RE CHALLENGING ME TO BE A BETTER ME EVEN IF THEY DON'T KNOW IT...I'M PRACTICALLY MELTING (LIKE -75 LBS SO FAR) ONLY THING MISSING? MY HE...LIKE REALLY, WHERE THE FUCK IS IS MY KING? HE'S OBVIOUSLY NOT ON MY SCHOOL'S CAMPUS...AND I'M SORRY, IF HE'S @ THE AGGINTASTIC ASS CLUB OR SITTIN IN HIS BOY'S GARAGE EVERY WEEKEND GETTIN HIGH AND SLOPPY DRUNK...HE CAN STAY WHERE HE'S @, HE'S NOT READY FOR HIS HE AND MY HER TO BECOME AN US... I'VE GOT A LOT GOING ON FOR MYSELF AND I KNOW I'M A GOOD CATCH...WHERE ARE THE BITERS?...THERE IS SO MUCH PRESSURE ON US FEMALES TO BE "PERFECT" GOTTA TREAT HIM LIKE HIS MAMA BY DAY (COOKING, CLEANING, TAKING CARE OF HIM WHEN HE'S SICK) BE HIS PERSONAL PORNSTAR @ NIGHT (GET OUR HOENASTICS GAME ON POINT AND TAKE FREQUENT YOGALATES SO OUR LEGS WRAP AROUND OUT NECKS) AND THEY'LL STILL WANT SOMETHING MORE/DIFFERENT...I MEAN REALLY, IF I'M HOLDING YOU DOWN WHY IS THERE A NEED TO GO 2 KI-KI UP THE BLOCK?...DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH OUR GENERATION, BUT ROMANCE AND LOVE HAS LOST IT'S MEANING AND SIGNIFICANCE...MAYBE IT'S ME, I LOOK @ MY BROTHER AND S-I-L'S RELATIONSHIP (ONE OF THE ONLY POSITIVE RELATIONSHIP I SEE IN MY EVERYDAY) AND WANT THAT, WHY CAN'T I STUMBLE UPON THE MAN I'M GONNA SHARE THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH RANDOMLY WALKING CAMPUS? WHY CAN'T WE BE EACH OTHER'S BESTFRIENDS?...