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NIVEA - EX GIRLFRIEND

TYNISHA KELI - EX GIRLFRIEND

I LIKE BOTH VERSIONS, THE TWO OF THEM HAVE LIGHT ENOUGH VOICES TO PULL IT OFF PROPERLY...THEY ACTUALLY ALMOST OUND ALIKE...

I WANT TO....

HAVE A SUCCESSFUL WLS

BE HEALTHY, AND NOT JUST HEALTHY "FOR SOMEONE MY SIZE"

HONESTLY BE CONFIDENT, AND NOT HAVE TO PORTRAY SELF-ASSURANCE THAT I REALLY DON'T FEEL

BE ABLE TO TELL PEOPLE WHAT I REALLY FEEL, WITHOUT WORRYING THAT I'LL GET IGNORED OR BACKLASHED BECAUSE OF MY SIZE

BE NOTICED FOR SOMETHING OTHER THAN MY PRETTY FACE, OR MY SENSE OF HUMOR

FEEL PRETTY, SEXY, GORGEOUS, AND ANY OTHER ADJECTIVE YOU CAN THINK OF FOR ATTRACTIVE WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR

ACTUALLY LOOK IN A MIRROR, INSTEAD OF ONLY USING THEM ONLY WHEN IT'S NECESSARY

FEEL GOOD ABOUT MY PICTURE BEING TAKEN FROM THE SHOULDERS DOWN

DATE THE GUYS I WANT, AND NOT JUST THE ONES THAT WANT ME

BE THE FIRST TO CATCH A GUY'S EYE, AND NOT BE JUST A "LAST RESORT" WHEN MY FRIENDS COULD CARE LESS

NOT BE THE GIRL A GUY PICKS UP WHEN HE'S "TAKING ONE FOR THE TEAM"

CONTINUE TO IGNORE THESE ABOVE JERKS AS I HAVE BEFORE

NOT FEEL LIKE SUCH AN OUTSIDER TO AN IMMEDIATE FAMILY WHO'S NOT ONLY 2-3 SHADES LIGHTER THAN ME, BUT THINNER TOO (EVEN IF NOT BY MUCH, BUT ITS DEFINITELY NOTICABLE)

FEEL COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN

FINALLY BE ME

* i wasn't sure if i was going to post this up here, or talk about my weight loss surgery at all, but fuck it...THIS IS MY BLOG, ABOUT ME, and i would a ginormous hypocrite to keep something so serious and personal about myself off of it *

GET FAMILIAR: KILEY DEAN

KILEY DEAN IS AN R&B SINGER FROM ORLNDO FLA.IDK WHY SUCH A TALENT IS BEING SHELVED AND SHIPPED ALL AROUND IN THE SHITTY ASS INDUSTRY...IN 2002 KILEY WAS SIGNED TO TIMBALAND'S BEAT CLUB RECORDS...WHERE SHE RELEASED TWO SINGLES (MAKE ME A SONG, AND WHO WILL I RUN TO) BEFORE HER DEBUT SIMPLE GIRL WAS SHELVED...SORTLY AFTER SHE RECORDED ANOTHER ALBUM TITLED CHANGES UNDER THE NAME BLYE EYES, BUT THAT TOO WENT UNRELEASED..LAST I HEARD, SHE WAS SIGNED TO MATTHEW KNOWLES' MUSIC WORLD ENTERTAINMENT LABEL, AND LAST YEAR SHE SANG BACK-UP FOR MADONNA ON HER "STICKY AND SWEET" TOUR...


MAKE ME A SONG


AS DAYS GONE BY


BUSY


SIMPLE GIRL

MAKE HER SAY...

KiD CuDi Ft Kanye West & Common Make Her Say
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I'M BACKKKKK...LOL...NOW YOU KNOW I HAD TO POST THIS (HEYYYYY SCOTTIE BOO)...SIGH AT ALL THE BEAUTIFUL BLACK MEN IN THIS SITUATION...I REALLY WISH THE WOULD'VE KEPT THE TITLE "I POKE HER FACE"

UGH...

I'VE BEEN FEELING A LOTTA BIT UNINSPIRED AND UNDERWHELMED LATELY...I WILL BE BACK A.S.A.P WITH SOMETHING WORTH READING

RANDOM RANTING pt 1

FIRST OF ALL, WHERE DO PEOPLE GET THE NERVE TO ACTUALLY TOUCH A STRANGER? AND WHY DID MY SIBLINGS (YES YOU LIL LIGHT SKIN) NOT WARN ME THAT RANDOM AGGINS WILL TRY TO PET ME ONCE I GAVE UP THE RELAXER-CRACK...I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO GO OUT IN MY "YES I'M NATURAL AND NO YOU CAN'T TOUCH" TEE. I DID NOT SIGN UP FOR RANDOM PUBLIC GROPINGS (IT'S NOT EVEN THE WHITE PEOPLE LIKE YOU MAY THINK)...THEN AFTER I'M FOLLICLY VIOLATED, I WILL ALMOST ALWAYS HEAR "OOH IT'S SO SOFT," (BITCH WHAT WERE YOU EXPECTING A BRILLO PAD?) I THINK ITS MY DARKER COMPLEXION THAT THROWS PEOPLE OFF WHEN THEY SEE A MOUNTAIN OF SPIRAL CURLS ALL OVER MY HEAD, AND I'M ALWAYS ASKED IF I HAVE A JHERI CURL (EYE ROLL, REALLY PEOPLE...IN 2009?) OR "WHAT ARE YOU MIXED WITH?" WHY CAN'T I JUST BE BLACK AND BLESSED WITH GREAT GENES?

LMAO...AFFION CROCKETT'S MAKING THE BAND SPOOF

ITS OLD, BUT STILL HILARIOUS...THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME I HEARD OF THE JACKIE BOYZ (THERE WILL BE A "GET FAMILIAR" POST ON THEM ASAP)

THE RANDOMNESS THAT IS ME

• I AM EXTREMELY RANDOM (AS IF YOU COULDN’T TELL)L…YOU REALLY NEVER KNOW WHAT I’M GOING TO SAY…AND I LIKE IT THAT WAY…

• MY FAVORITE WORD IS SHIT, IT WAS ALSO MY FIRST WORD…ASK BIG CHERYL (AKA MY MOM) IF YOU DON’T BELIEVE ME

• I HAVE 4 SIBLINGS 3 BROTHERS AND 1 SISTER (MY FRATERNAL TWIN)… OUR YOUNGEST BROTHER WAS BORN ON OUR BIRTHDAY…

• 90 % OF EVERYTHING I SAY IS OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD...I HAVE A BAD HABIT OF SPEAKING B4 THINKING...

• I EAT, SLEEP, AND BREATHE MUSIC...

• I LOVE ALL TYPES OF GENRES…I GREW UP LISTENING TO SOME OF EVERYTHING FROM SAM COOKE AND MARVIN GAYE, THE BEATLES AND QUEEN, TO BIGGIE AND TUPAC

• MY FAMILY AND I LIKE TO TALK IN MOVIE/TV SHOW QUOTES…FUCK YO COUCH…

• THE FIRST THING I LOOK AT WHEN I MEET SOMEONE NEW IS THEIR FEET, AND SHOPPING FOR SNEAKERS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE PAST TIMES

• I'M GOING TO MARRY SCOTT MESCUDI...HE JUST DOESN'T KNOW IT YET, BUT HE'S ABOUT TO REAL SOON...

• FIVE DAYS A WEEK I SERIOUSLY THINK ABOUT SHAVING MY HEAD BALD, BUT CHANGE MY MIND BECAUSE I KNOW MY HEAD IS LUMPY FROM A FEW ACCIDENTS WHERE I ALMOST ENDED MY OWN LIFE...DON'T ASK...

• THAT BEING SAID, I'M PROBABLY THE CLUMSIEST PERSON YOU'LL EVER MEET...I'M THE GIRL WHO TRIPS UP AND DOWN THE STAIRS...

• I AM ASHAMED TO SAY THAT I CANNOT NAME ALL 50 STATES…AND I MAY KNOW 20 STATE CAPITALS ON A GOOD DAY

• I GET THE HICCUPS ALMOST EVERY DAY

• MY LAUGH AND SNEEZE HAVE BEEN KNOWN TO SILENCE AN ENTIRE CAFETERIA...

• I'M AMBIDEXTROUS...BUT NO MATTER WHICH HAND I CHOSE TO WRITE WITH BOTH OF THEM END OF LOOKING A HOT ASS MESS...