RANDOM RANTING pt 1

FIRST OF ALL, WHERE DO PEOPLE GET THE NERVE TO ACTUALLY TOUCH A STRANGER? AND WHY DID MY SIBLINGS (YES YOU LIL LIGHT SKIN) NOT WARN ME THAT RANDOM AGGINS WILL TRY TO PET ME ONCE I GAVE UP THE RELAXER-CRACK...I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO GO OUT IN MY "YES I'M NATURAL AND NO YOU CAN'T TOUCH" TEE. I DID NOT SIGN UP FOR RANDOM PUBLIC GROPINGS (IT'S NOT EVEN THE WHITE PEOPLE LIKE YOU MAY THINK)...THEN AFTER I'M FOLLICLY VIOLATED, I WILL ALMOST ALWAYS HEAR "OOH IT'S SO SOFT," (BITCH WHAT WERE YOU EXPECTING A BRILLO PAD?) I THINK ITS MY DARKER COMPLEXION THAT THROWS PEOPLE OFF WHEN THEY SEE A MOUNTAIN OF SPIRAL CURLS ALL OVER MY HEAD, AND I'M ALWAYS ASKED IF I HAVE A JHERI CURL (EYE ROLL, REALLY PEOPLE...IN 2009?) OR "WHAT ARE YOU MIXED WITH?" WHY CAN'T I JUST BE BLACK AND BLESSED WITH GREAT GENES?