Jul 23, 2009

I WANT TO....

HAVE A SUCCESSFUL WLS

BE HEALTHY, AND NOT JUST HEALTHY "FOR SOMEONE MY SIZE"

HONESTLY BE CONFIDENT, AND NOT HAVE TO PORTRAY SELF-ASSURANCE THAT I REALLY DON'T FEEL

BE ABLE TO TELL PEOPLE WHAT I REALLY FEEL, WITHOUT WORRYING THAT I'LL GET IGNORED OR BACKLASHED BECAUSE OF MY SIZE

BE NOTICED FOR SOMETHING OTHER THAN MY PRETTY FACE, OR MY SENSE OF HUMOR

FEEL PRETTY, SEXY, GORGEOUS, AND ANY OTHER ADJECTIVE YOU CAN THINK OF FOR ATTRACTIVE WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR

ACTUALLY LOOK IN A MIRROR, INSTEAD OF ONLY USING THEM ONLY WHEN IT'S NECESSARY

FEEL GOOD ABOUT MY PICTURE BEING TAKEN FROM THE SHOULDERS DOWN

DATE THE GUYS I WANT, AND NOT JUST THE ONES THAT WANT ME

BE THE FIRST TO CATCH A GUY'S EYE, AND NOT BE JUST A "LAST RESORT" WHEN MY FRIENDS COULD CARE LESS

NOT BE THE GIRL A GUY PICKS UP WHEN HE'S "TAKING ONE FOR THE TEAM"

CONTINUE TO IGNORE THESE ABOVE JERKS AS I HAVE BEFORE

NOT FEEL LIKE SUCH AN OUTSIDER TO AN IMMEDIATE FAMILY WHO'S NOT ONLY 2-3 SHADES LIGHTER THAN ME, BUT THINNER TOO (EVEN IF NOT BY MUCH, BUT ITS DEFINITELY NOTICABLE)

FEEL COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN

FINALLY BE ME

* i wasn't sure if i was going to post this up here, or talk about my weight loss surgery at all, but fuck it...THIS IS MY BLOG, ABOUT ME, and i would a ginormous hypocrite to keep something so serious and personal about myself off of it *

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